ChangeUseless Left to be Without Those We love And suffer for Craving Screaming Smiling Suddenly a smile Yes for real Finds her face And she’s glad She’s alive TodayChange
Innocence RevisedEvery memory Wants her to die All her dreams Make her sigh And each day She comes home To an empty house She’s aloneInnocence Revised
She locks the door To her cage And lets her body Flick in rage With her tiny fingers She make scars on her hips And lets her tears Sink in to her lips
Crying for her arrogance Hiding herself in shame She’s beaten herself And thinks she’s to blame For mistakes she hasn’t made For giving life to them Never she thought Would she be this way
Told such lies This sw
The TruthThe TruthThe Truth
You’re Bitter And Cold Surely covered In putrid Mold
You disgust me You’re sick Turns my stomach You’re so thick
Bitterness Raging from this cup That I hold Fairly high up
To drop you Where you should be On the streets For all to see
This splatter This mess In which the pavement Has a new dress
Cold forever Gone to the rats And perhaps The feet of the bats
But gone All I can say I hate you From this very day
On That DayOn That DayOn That Day
Hold me I’m afraid Haven’t I learned? Isn’t my debt paid?
I’m sorry I should have been good I should have done All I could
Is my death proof enough Of my deep regret Can’t our love just Be reset?
Once more Just once say you love me And mean it Let the world see
Tell me why Every night I pray and cry And am forced to fight
Please spare me Only one more day Promise you’ll return Forever to stay
I’ll wait I’ll wait I’ll wait.
Can you hear me?Can you hear me? I need you near Can you hear me Whisper in your ear? I'm crying So hard I feel so Lost and alone So broken and charred Can you hear me? Are you listening? Of course not.Can you hear me?
I am alone
A Study On NostalgiaLonging for something Homesick for a place I've never known Searching for a time I'm sure I've never had Wishing for an answer I know I have not found Needing the calm I've always dreamt of Peace I've never seenA Study On Nostalgia
Framed by God
Too Long.
Spring Fever
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Today to struggle, tomorrow to fight, but just keep walking, I'm blinded by light
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"I just want someone to hear what I have to say. And maybe if I talk long enough, it'll make sense."
Life is very crazy at this time now. Is hard to tell you how much is change.
Victoria's parents demand her to come back with them, so we don't have her live with us now. Is so sad be with out her. I miss her very much. But, Luke and I are go back to Poland in Spring time any way. So fantasy sometime can end.
But, good news Luke has no more cast. He get it off yesterday and is all pale and weak. So funny. I poke him in his arm because he laugh from numb. So, we is have fun.
I missed you very much. How is life with you?
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Choose me as you may, I'll believe you when I will.
Yeah, sounds like a lot of things are changing. Change can be a hard thing to deal with, but life is always changing and eventually you'll get used to it. I used to be afraid of change but I have learned that it can sometimes bring good things too.
That stinks
Are you and Luke still going to be married? I wish you both all the best.
I've missed talking to you too. Life has been busy here...with midterm exams for school but those are over...so everything has calmed down and it's very good.
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"I just want someone to hear what I have to say. And maybe if I talk long enough, it'll make sense."
Tonight was insane, there were far too many trips to the hospital, also one of my neighbours fell on his driveway and possibly broke his nose and cheekboneso he had massive blood loss. So, I took care of his grandaughter since she was so hurt to see the condition her grand dad was in.
But, all in all today was pretty amazing. But, I wont say here why it was so fantastic so I'll simply tell you on MSN or something. Hopefully.
Can't wait to talk to you
take care,
-Aim
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"If you want to say something or do something just do it, be yourself. And if you get made fun of for it, it just means you're doing something right" -Amy Lee
Be ok my sweet. I pray for you all the time.
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Choose me as you may, I'll believe you when I will.
Ok, Andrew got injured at work (he was working at LobLaws out in Breslau, which is like, roughly 10-15 minutes from here) and so we had to drop him off. Then, one of my neighbours came back from his retirement party totally drunk, and so he fell on the driveway and his face was totally bloody. And, his poor granddaughter brandy is terrified of blood so It was my job to comoftr her. Of course, kids are no problem, them and I seem to get along....well..it depends on the kid but sometimes I can fake it not to badly. Anyways, brandy wanted to keep me...or come live with us since she didn't want to part with me. That was sweet, I haven't been that wanted in a long time.
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"If you want to say something or do something just do it, be yourself. And if you get made fun of for it, it just means you're doing something right" -Amy Lee
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